Back to Reality

Maternity leave is officially over, and I am back to work and the real world. 

Samantha is growing like a weed! She is 10 weeks old, and already in 6m sleepers! She is in the 90^th percentile for height, and 60^th in weight, so even though 3m clothes are big around, her little toes curl up in the feet because she is so tall.

We are so fortunate that my mom was able to come stay with us and will be watching S during the day while I work until May. This will allow me to ease into being away from S, and help me get more comfortable with the idea of a nanny, in-home day care, or day care center. Thinking about putting her into day care makes me extremely anxious, but I know it is a necessary evil at this point in our lives.

I’ve said over the last couple of months that I would have to wait and see how the work transition went and then decide if I would want to stay at home. Well, I returned to work yesterday on a great day where the company announced their 2012 earnings and their plans for growth. I’ve been offered a promotion, raise and bonus structure; as well as an incredibly generous 401k match. In addition, while I was on leave, they sent a “new mom” package with baby clothes, blankets, towels and let me know that they had opened up a 529 account for my daughter and deposited the first contribution.

I’ve realized that I would be a fool to give up this career or this company. They provide a fantastic work/life balance, they challenge me, give me opportunity for growth, reward me and encourage me. They also have a positive impact on the community around us and give employees paid time off to work with charities around the metro area.

This company is aligned with my morals, values and beliefs, unlike anyone I had ever worked with before. I have decided that I am staying, now if I could convince them to allow me to bring S with me to work…..