Failure

I feel like such a failure

We were blessed with a surprise +HPT in the days before the beginning of my first treatment cycle. So, horay! My body has finally figured out how to get pregnant, after two years. Sadly, it has failed to understand the concept of staying pregnant. According to my bloodwork, I am losing this baby too.

So, the one thing most natural in life seems so unattainable making me a failure of a mother, a wife, a woman.