The worst has been confirmed

I’ve lost my sweetpea. During my u/s today, the baby measured the same as it did last week and there was no cardiac activity. Really, I’ve known and I’ve mourned since last Thursday. My symptoms have been fading slowly and maybe it was mother’s instinct, because I just knew.

Mr.A took it pretty hard and I knew he would. He was so optimistic, so sure everything was alright and today all hope was dashed. They took my blood which came back showing that my levels are finally starting to fall (down to 42,800 today). I will have an appointment with the OB tomorrow to decide what our next steps are.